Thursday, August 26, 2010

end of school

Well, I finished my last test for this semester of school and am so happy that I passed everything. I am upset, however, that I will not be attending the next semester of school with this college. I am not upset about not going to this school just not being in school. I really do not like the way this school is set up and am happy that I have more time to focus on the house and my husband but am a little disappointed in myself for not continuing with school. I have always wanted to be a teacher. Any time I was asked what I wanted to play it was always 'school' and I would be the 'teacher' I even teach in my 'free time' here. There just aren't any jobs in the states for teachers and I need to go into a field where I will be able to get a job and help support my family with my husband. I think I have made my mind up to be a dental hygienist. That has always been my second choice of a career. I am great at sales, but where we are moving there is not much that requires a good sales person and I need something that is better suited for my age. I just had a birthday and feel the pressure of adulthood weighing down on me.... I am starting to worry about things that I have never worried about before. I guess it was inevitable that I would grow up, I just thought it would be a little later in life. Well, everything happens for a reason.

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