I have set a date to meet my goal. I have been very interested in having a baby for about two years now and My husband and I have been talking about for that long. We have talked about it before and I have always wanted to have his children, but here lately it has gotten more..... pressing? I am getting older and I would love to have my husbands children. I always wanted four of them, but with me getting older and us still not trying, I only see two as possible. I have made myself a date to get into shape so I can be the healthiest for our children; My date: May 1, 2011. I am not really worried about a number on the scale but I am shooting for about 110 to 115 pounds. I am more interested in how my body feels and how healthy I am by May 1. I have told my husband that if by then I am not in shape then I will drop the whole baby talk and we won't worry with it.
Well, I started the gym on Wednesday and went back Thursday, however I was not allowed to go to the gym on Friday and Today, Saturday I skipped. Oh and I went hog wild and had three sodas, muffins for breakfast and some chips, (about a handful). I don't know how tomorrow will be but I know Monday will be better. I know I needed a few days off because my body hurt so bad, but I do feel awful about not working out today. I know I can make my goal and this is my own goal I set. I think that working out will help me be a better wife to my husband and I know it will make him happier for many reasons.
Well, I will keep posting on my progress.
Oh!! We go for our first set of family pictures in the morning if it is not raining!!! I am so very excited! If you know my I will have the pictures up as soon as I can!
