Monday, August 30, 2010

BIrthday party

My friend had a birthday party on the 28th of August for her birthday that day. My birthday was just a few days before and she decided that she wanted to include me in the celebration; so it became 'our party'. I had such a fun time! However, now I have 'friends' that are upset at me because I didn't invite them to my party. I had no idea it was even going to include me until I got there and was greeted as 'the other birthday girl'. How can I invite someone to someones party if I am only the guest?
Well, either way; it was a blast! I used one of my 4 times a year drinking there, and am not sure that I will be drinking any more until Brian's birthday at the end of the year.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

end of school

Well, I finished my last test for this semester of school and am so happy that I passed everything. I am upset, however, that I will not be attending the next semester of school with this college. I am not upset about not going to this school just not being in school. I really do not like the way this school is set up and am happy that I have more time to focus on the house and my husband but am a little disappointed in myself for not continuing with school. I have always wanted to be a teacher. Any time I was asked what I wanted to play it was always 'school' and I would be the 'teacher' I even teach in my 'free time' here. There just aren't any jobs in the states for teachers and I need to go into a field where I will be able to get a job and help support my family with my husband. I think I have made my mind up to be a dental hygienist. That has always been my second choice of a career. I am great at sales, but where we are moving there is not much that requires a good sales person and I need something that is better suited for my age. I just had a birthday and feel the pressure of adulthood weighing down on me.... I am starting to worry about things that I have never worried about before. I guess it was inevitable that I would grow up, I just thought it would be a little later in life. Well, everything happens for a reason.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

sleepy

I have been so sleepy lately. It seems that no matter how much sleep I get, I still want/need more. I know that it is just my body getting use to this new schedule, but it still stinks being sleepy all the time. I love my new job, and the people I work with are really nice too. I am excited to progress in my learning of this job.
It has kind of put a damper on my school, but I am not sure how much I liked my school anyway. I am not sure it was/is the right place for me. It is all only online and I do not have a direct teacher I can just ask a question to. I am a very direct person when it comes to that kind of stuff and we only have 'mentors' at my school and they are not always the same when it comes to grading the work. It drives me nuts. I'll finish this term and see about next term. Maybe by the end of this term I will be on a schedule and will be able to continue in my studies, but if not that just leaves me time for the gym to get into shape again. And NO, Round is not a shape I want or will have! :)
Well, I am off to bed...... I had a three hour nap when I got home from work and I am so very sleepy still. Maybe I will be rested for tomorrow at work.